Today's prayer was more...connected. I had a better grasp on what it was I needed to pray for and about. I asked for things specifically, and thanked Him for things specifically.
As I took my first deep breaths, I had an inner monologue.
Alright brain, it's time to quiet yourself and prepare to hear from God.
Alright. I'm quiet.
Pause.
Hey, do you hear that? I think Lucy needs to go outside.
Shhh... you need to focus. Are you focusing?
Focused.
Pause.
What should I focus on?
Remember, Hum Sah, Hum when you breathe in, Sah when you breathe out. Now, Shh!!
Alright.
Pause.
I have to go to the bathroom.
It is impossible to quiet my mind. I am a chatterbox, both inside my head and aloud. My goal is to mentally shut up tomorrow. We'll see how that goes.
keep you posted.
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